Today I'm grateful for... an unfruitful trip to the doctors office to see if I can get a prescription of Vyvanse for my binge eating. They had me fill out…

Today I'm grateful that... I had another breakdown, this one during a meeting, when the meeting reading was about arousal, pleasure, and learned responses. I wanted to leave the meeting,…

Today I'm grateful for... The growing disdain I feel for spending time with Cubu's family. Possible religious conversion attempts aside, I feel slowly like I can't stand being around them.…

Today I'm grateful that... I can get back to my practice with you, and my other routines. When my family left I was a mess because I had to rejoin…

Today I am grateful for… Having one of the largest breakdowns of my life. The sounds I made were inhuman, I’ve literally never made sounds like that. I was inhaling…

Today I'm grateful for... having a window dropped off to be built on the same day that I was going to tell the guy I contract with that I'll be…

I’m grateful for… A recent breakthrough with my mom where I stood my ground and respectfully set boundaries and remained authentic to myself. It’s never happened before. But me being…

Today I'm grateful that... Asked Cubu if he felt distant and said "Somewhat, yes." His answer for every time I've ever asked that has always been "no", so a "somewhat"…

Today I'm grateful for... Feeling guilty that I write all these feelings to you when, previous to this practice, my default was to share them with Cubu. I've decided to…

Today I'm grateful that... This guy at work that I was once friends with stopped talking to me out of the blue and it bothers me. Normally I'd ask what's…