Today I'm grateful for feeling... Embarrassed that so much of this entry will be intimacy related but that's just the spot I'm at right now. I'm going to prioritize the…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Behind on my blog and not finding/making time to catch up. It feels like my time has no rest in it, it's either SIA/CODA work,…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Nervous? Excited? Concerned? at becoming the official moderator for my Friday SIA group. We just finished going through Step 1, which took about 3 months,…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Sick lol, I was right. I feel so stupid for making myself play volleyball yesterday, for exposing my team to whatever I have. I told…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Humbled again by my coworker that I'm rebuilding a relationship with. I complimented her pink shirt yesterday, saying that the color really suited her because…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Stressed out and upset when Cubu told me this morning that a coworker of his that lives outside the city is looking to move here.…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Tentatively enlightened maybe? For as long as I can remember I've always HATED the sounds of babies/toddlers crying. Not a regular "this sucks, I wish…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Nervous about my early morning river swim tomorrow. I want so badly to enjoy it, for there to be no reluctance in sliding this into…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Guilty for going to a gathering with Cubu for his friend's birthday. I went because I always go - it's always been the default because…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Unsuccessful, like I'm not doing enough. And this feeling persists no matter how much I do. I know it's my perfectionism in full glory. I…