**TRIGGER WARNING FOR EXPLICIT CSA REFERENCES** Today I'm grateful for feeling... cracked like a windshield or an egg, ready for some little thing to burst me open. A number of…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... numb and concerned about the water leak Cubu found behind our fridge. This is our second water leak with the tubing used by the construction…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... crowded maybe? I love my partner but sometimes I wish I just woke up alone every once in a blue moon. To greet the sun,…

Today I'm grateful for feeling...appalled at how manipulative my mom is, it's like I can see it clearly for the first time. I could see her go into panic mode…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... annoyed? frustrated? at Cubu for how weak he feels when he's sick.  We brought in the groceries today and I'm rushing to get the colds…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... rage at my mom for still not showing up for me. Finishing the intake questions with the new therapist, I realized how my mom still…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... triggered out of my mind by the smell of this couple that came to drop off a shit ton of books at the library. They…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... sickly, cramping, gassy, greasy, and just fucking gross. I ate an entire large pizza and half a tray of brownies yesterday, not including the normal…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... clogged and unwilling to unclog. I can tell I need a good cry, to grieve for those children and the mirror of my pain that…