Today I'm grateful for... The compulsory sex I have with Cubu. I'm really vulnerable on that topic right now but I don't want to feel a gap between us. I…

Today I'm grateful for... I looked up codependency yesterday just to find out Cubu and I are both definitely codependent. At some point after this CSA stuff, we'll have to…

I'm grateful for... a dream I had where Cubu and I were going to sleep and when we woke up, we'd be engaged. But here I am, waking up, and…

Today I am grateful for... the helplessness and horror of a near-rape dream I had last night. I tried gouging his eyes out and slamming him with a wrench but…