Monday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Grief and anger about my CSA/trafficking still. For money. I just can't wrap my head around it. I shared this anger, indignation, confusion, with…

Saturday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Helpless and sad when it comes to Cubu's 10 year old niece. Regarding the niece, she's neglected in front of our eyes. She's insulted,…

Friday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Anxious because I can tell this practice is slipping from me. Without someone to whom I feel I owe these entries, the urgency is…

Thursday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Devastated still. I'm now living in the reality where I'm certain of my past and it is brutal, unyielding. When "I was abused by…

Wednesday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Ashamed because I talk way too much at work. That trend was not exclusively from the Vyvanse as it turns out. I applied for…

Tuesday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Scared and nervous about starting a CODA/SIA meeting in person. I've been talking with another CODA member about this and we plan to meet…

Monday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Guilty and sad that I may have orphaned a kitten today. Cubu found a tiny stray kitten hiding behind a trash can near his…

Sunday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Stressed out that my house is always a mess, or less organized than I'd like it to be. If all my time goes towards…

Saturday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Strange, wishy washy, and unlike myself as I keep having near-sex dreams that have me waking up feeling icky. I'm excited because I feel…

Friday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Overwhelmed still at everything on my plate. Somehow things keep getting added and I feel helpless to stop it. I know that's codependence but…