Thursday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Depressed, but not in the hugest way. I can't tell if the SSRIs are helping, if I would be feeling worse or more unstable…

Wednesday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Again, devastated as my mystery memory from last week has been slowly piecing itself together. It was my dad's friends too. I don't know…

Tuesday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Overwhelmed at work, perpetually behind. My coworker that I cover for is out and I usually love this time of year. But I guess…

Monday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Guilty and ashamed after a conversation with Cubu last night. He was kind of off all day and at the very last minute he…

Sunday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Sad still about realizing there's an untapped memory. I feel like I'm always looking over my shoulder in fear, checking to see if it's…

Friday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Sad and frustrated that I have no libido and can't orgasm on my SSRI medication. Since the dose was increased, I've had to fight…

Thursday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Frustrated in a familiar way. Cubu had lunch with his mom and was sad all afternoon yesterday. When he did try to talk about…

Wednesday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Aware? But painfully so. I read recently that people can only meet you as far as they have met themselves, which I had heard…

Tuesday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Nervous about Cubu's brain scare. He has not followed up on anything and I don't know how to approach asking him to schedule some…

Monday: Today I'm grateful for feeling... Concerned by a not-so-new feeling that I might want kids someday far in the future. As I recover from my trauma, kids have stopped…