Today I'm grateful for feeling... Sad that my mini roses didn't make it during my absence. During the trip I put them in a window that just gets morning light…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... exhausted and not enjoying my time with our next set of friends up here. This couple is originally from near us in Texas but moved…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Very sad, bittersweet, to be leaving everybody, as I always do when visiting home. When I moved, I couldn't quite put my finger on WHY…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... exposed about my control issues and codependency. I doubt anybody really saw it but they could have if they were looking. I was invited to…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... grief that Ludvig's wife didn't respond to me when I told her months ago that I'd be in-state. It's hard being in the same place…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Frustrated at how flappable I am. On our way into the airport two birds shat on my head and I wasn't freaking out but I…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Overwhelmed at work and barely keeping it together through my shift, which I left early. I was on my phone in the bathroom (stupid stupid…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... Concerned that, once my entries are published online, I'll be less real in them than I am now. That I'll let the shame get to…

**TRIGGER WARNING FOR EXPLICIT CSA REFERENCES** Today I'm grateful for feeling... cracked like a windshield or an egg, ready for some little thing to burst me open. A number of…

Today I'm grateful for feeling... numb and concerned about the water leak Cubu found behind our fridge. This is our second water leak with the tubing used by the construction…